Tuesday, August 10, 2010

"Can't get enough of it"



I am an email subscriber to Hugh and although I am unable to afford his artwork nor am I an art collector, BUT I sure am a fan of his. His work truly expresses who I am- a reflection of how I feel about what I do for a living and simply my outlook on life. (And for the record, through some of his art work, he has shown his passion for love and the reason for religion).

His art work is always accompanied with a caption- and under this one it read:

"There's many ways to measure success. But how often one feels inspired, I think, is about a good a metric as any. Inspiration is totally addictive. I can't get enough of it. You?"

That sealed the deal and hit home for me! Whether its unconscious or not, I am constantly looking around for inspiration and I like to surround myself with positive energy and with Hugh's art work I always feel a connection with someone ALL THE TIME LOL. (I don't know him personally, nor have I seen him in person, but how I would love to sit down for a whole day with this man!).

Anyways, if any of you follow me on Twitter, I'm really on there to stay in touch with the world and tweets are quick, straight to the point info. But most of all, the tweets that I am attracted to are the ones that give so much (DAILY) inspiration. Along with Hugh I love Alyssa Milano, Tyrese, and The Daily Love ONLY to name a few!

Thank you Hugh, because I can die happy person!

Wednesday, July 7, 2010

Mid-year Resolution

Okay, 6 months of the year has passed and I have failed to update this blog on a regular basis. Don't get me wrong, I love writing (especially about nonsense) but I am particular about what I make public. So, yes I do have different means of expressing myself, but unfortunately, it's not always on here. (Sidenote: There is just something about writing with a pen and paper that is so personal and fulfilling, unlike keyboards and consistent letters on the computer screen- there's just so much character in handwritten work. When I look back at things, some things on the computer just doesn't give enough personality).

Anyways, what can I say about what I've been up to... hmm a lot has happened and I wish I could update you with pictures but my external hard drive (aka my picture album) is not currently accessible. BUT I have literally been a passion-a-holic. I am working hard to play harder!

Lately, I have been on a rampage to surround myself with optimism, inspiration, and passion, especially for the future. I believe that the future holds so much, more so now with the economy in its current state (which I hate to say/ hear because I don't think its an excuse- but because of lack of better 'descriptive' words, it is what it is). I truly believe that we're in a state/generation of self- evaluation, self- motivation, and self- worth. The more we output, the greater results will follow. With that said, I have learned a lot about myself these past 2 years than I can say about my teens or college years, etc.

I truly believe that high school and college were my years of development and I have just now begun to live my life- I am learning the capabilities and limits of myself and what the world holds, and finally utilizing the resources around me and OWNING what I do- it's SO fulfilling!

Don't get me wrong..behind the scenes isn't always pretty... but the true test in all of this is how I balance everything. Because I feel that lately I have had an imbalance of investments (emotionally, financially, physically, everything). I feel as if I am investing TOO much in my passions and others are at stake. But in truth I feel that truth will find itself in the future. Truth in friendships, love, life, friends, family, etc. will all find a place in my life and as long as I do my part, I just trust that everything else will work out.

Ultimately, I came back to my blog because I truly want to keep this in routine because I feel like everything will only get crazier in my life and I truly want all of you (although only few read this) to be in the know...afterall I do want to share with all of you how I LIVE, LAUGH, and LOVE my way through my days, weeks, and/or years of my life!

Until next time....

Sunday, March 28, 2010

'it' all comes from the same place...

My last post was about how I've come to justify that my passion and happiness in my work is in the best interest for myself and those around me (who would want to be around someone that hates their job and hates their life...it's just miserable and I'm not one to live in misery). As most of you will know, one of my greatest mentors is Jay-Z (haha yes I said mentor because I feel like he's speaking to ME LOL) and it's because I admire him for how he envisions hip hop culture and the music industry. He states that we relate to music because 'music comes from the same place,' whether it be country, rock, rap, etc. and overall, that's what I see for my 'work.' I am doing my work with passion and belief that I am the best at what I can do (still learning, but great at doing and learning). I could keep going but.... ultimately, I came across this video and D.Clinch did a great job of crunching a 15 minute documentary of Jay-Z and his work and I truly believe that it is the path that I am taking...

Thursday, March 25, 2010

[Wo]Man on the Moon

I know I've once again neglected y'all from the haps in my life, but I'd say that 2010 has been a change, and as always- for the better, I'm an optimistic person so it's rather difficult to find that in any situation that I'm in is 'not' an opportunity to learn, to grow, and to live and make the most of anything... (at least I'd hope this much is true about myself...)

So, change! That has been the motto and what EXACTLY has been THE most drastic change in my life? Well, I've entered into the restaurant business and found myself in an Executive Assistant position for a restauranteur and boy must I admit that- although working as a Marketing Manager for the last 2 years was 'comfortable,' I wouldn't say that I was the happiest person. I will admit that landing a job even before I complete my bachelor's degree was fulfilling, however, it eventually was a drag. I couldn't imagine dragging my feet day in and day out for the next XX years doing what I did. I felt handicapped in my creativity and I am glad that I got the experience, however, I am even happier to close the door behind me and walk forward to the future. An opportunity arose for me to BE the person that I've always wanted to be. I'd tell you what it is, but in all honesty there's not quite a true job description for it because I'm creating it as the days pass and fulfilling opportunities where I feel fitting. Seems like a dream job huh? Well I'd say so, I'm pretty happy where I'm at.

A lot of times when I land a job or even get a new job, one of the initial questions are, how much is it paying? Personally, I've never been a person to define or associate myself with money or material things (although I do believe it is a part of living, but that's aside from the point) so although I'm not making bangin' bucks with this new job, I do see and believe in the potential with the company and most of all, nothing can truly replace the happiness that I have when I go into work day in and day out.

Ultimately, what I wanted to share with you with this blog is that there is that dream job, there is a job for you to still be who you are and not feel handicapped with rules or judgments from others. Find it in yourself to find it, to fetch for it, attract that energy and it WILL come. There will always be sacrifice, but keep the hope and the faith, and soon enough, fate will be knockin' at your door. I constantly look around myself for inspiration and although there are many in my life, one of the biggest inspirations in my life (right now) is Kid Cudi- I can absolutely listen to his recent album, Man on the Moon from beginning to end, over and over and over again. But the greatest inspiration that I found in his soundtrack is 'Cudder's Anthem:


Long before we know ourselves,
Our paths are already set in stone.
Some may never figure out their purpose in life,
And some will.
There are a lot of us who are caught up in this hell we all live in,
Content with being blinded by rules and judgment.
We live in a world where it's more okay to follow than to lead.
In this world being a leader is trouble for the system we are all accustomed to.
Being a leader in this day and age is being a threat.
Not many people stood up against the system we all call life,
But toward the end of our first ten years into the millennium we heard a voice.
A voice who was speaking to us from the underground for some time.
A voice who spoke of vulnerabilities and other human emotions and issues never before heard so vividly and honest.
This is the story of a young man who not only believed in himself,
But his dreams too.
This is the story of The [Wo]Man On The Moon.

This album is put together so well, so thought out from beginning to end, it truly defines the artist in Kid Cudi. It is a work of art that I admire so much! From this anthem it jump starts from low, earthly feelings onto an emotional roller coaster of feelings for life, love, happiness, struggle and everything between, then ends with being the man on the moon- untouchable! And I could relate, my search for endless happiness and humility will take me to the greatest places in this life, hence, I've dubbed myself, the [Wo]Man on the Moon, thank you Scott Mes'Cudi'

I dare you to feel the energy and pass it on!

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

Use ME! USE ME! use Me!

I know it's been a while, but it's because I've been wanting to write long blogs lately, but I've thought of something short and sweet and hopefully it appeals to you!

So lately I've been pondering some of my strengths and weaknesses and ONE of the many strengths that I do have :P is that I know that I am very well organized and I LOVE helping others and in ALL HONESTY I like being used! It makes me feel like I am living with a purpose and most times I won't need anything back! :)

What should I mean by this?

Well some of my closest friends will know that I LOOOOOVE planning events- from vacations to birthday events or even from gathering friends for an evening or just a guestlist party for Vegas- even though I may not have any specialized training in this field, I use my resources to it's fullest and dedicate my amateurish ways with the ability to ALWAYS learn from the past experience (all the while keeping YOUR NEEDS in mind), hence, building up my 'resumexperience' in this field. I do hope one day to become a professional planner and/or organizer but in the mean time I want to keep this as a hobby (if I may call it that).

So if y'all have been keeping up with me, I have all my contact information available EVERYWHERE so use it! I will do my best to accommodate your needs if you have no other resources! I will help YOU out, friends of friends, friends of friends of friends, brother-in-law's friends' friend.. you get the idea. I just want to help you out...so give me a challenge...I've worked most things out in Europe, in Hawaii, in Japan, MOST friends' Vegas trips, hotel/ resort deals, gueslists...just give me a holler and I'll let you know if it's in MY POWER to do so, if not please DO NOT get dissappointed with me, I could get busy every so often!

Oh and by the way, I also have referrals too. So if you're interested in a trainer or some information on hotspots in certain areas...just come to me and USE ME!!! :)

Thursday, January 28, 2010

The THRILL of my life

In a matter of weeks I turn a quarter- of- a- century and it has got me thinking, and evaluating about my life- I have had a roller coaster of emotions about turning another year older.



But I’ve come to a conclusion that for this birthday, not only have I accomplished a quarter of a century BUT I have also took a turn in my life because this year marks a new decade and there’s no reason why I should be down in the dumps (although it seems that 25 is soooo far from 24, much more, it seems that the age from 22-24 are jam- packed into what seems like a year ….). You may ask why would I be in the dumps about my birthday, well…hmmm…let’s see… I’ve thought about ‘where I am in life’ and is this what true success is in life, am I doing what I envisioned myself to do? Well, this topic is already in the works and will be coming to you shortly (in the next blog). But I’ve concluded that what I love the most about my life is that I am constantly learning, consistently gaining knowledge and that the world is truly my playground. There is just so much to look forward to in the next day, week, month, year, DECADE and so forth- my life will be an endless roller coaster of emotions, excitement, joys, tears, and laughter, but it’s the THRILL of it all that I look forward to the most! Live on baby, carpe diem, and Happy Birthday to me!




By the way... aquarius rocks! And just in case you're wondering about what I would like for my birthday well... if you have an account on elfster.com check out my wishlist:

http://www.elfster.com/apps/wishlist/WishlistItems.aspx

(or if you're just a good friend and want to get me what I want well sign up! hehehehe ;)

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

Melting Pot Dream

First blog... here, my random rants begin and I shall begin it with...

I am a Filipina- American (and truly proud of it)! But what does that mean to me or anyone that is of first generation in America? I was in a chat discussion with a friend from overseas, more specific a friend that is in the military (why is mentioning ‘in the military’ relevant to this? Well you’ll see…). He has had a great deal of traveling, takes almost any opportunity to be overseas and has met all kinds of people with all kinds of backgrounds. However, in his current deployment he has met a Filipina of almost the same background as me (well not really, but kind of…). This ‘gal’ (as I reference her as) is Filipina, a nurse (typical freakin’ Filipina! LOL), and 24 years old- WELL… I am Filipina, 24 years old, and well not a nurse but I have begun my career (to say the least, in a ‘positive’ manner).

As we continue our ‘chat’ my friend makes remarks such as, ‘you wouldn’t be able to do anything close to what she does’ (of course no pun intended LOL jk). Then, I shoot a low blow of well, ‘of course she’d do such things because she wants a CITIZENSHIP and you’re the LUCKY SAILOR (my arse!) to have gotten sucked into such domestic comfort that most Filipina’s can provide quite well (Miss Saigon-esque, or shall I say, Miss Manila- esque?!). Low blow yes, but in truth it is most of these ‘Filipina’s’ dream and ‘if’ they fall in love ‘WHILE’ searching for the man to provide a citizenship, well A++ for them  My case in point in all of this is, well mainly, domestic labor is embedded in (what I believe) the woman’s gene/ personality/ character/ etc. So although it may not be of MY choice to be doing that at my age right now doesn’t mean that I am incapable of doing so. I was raised in a family where women provide for their families- financially, domestically, emotionally, and all of the above- so it is VERY much embedded in my gene- and in truth I enjoy providing domestically, but I am not ready to share it quite yet- call me selfish if you want 

Then the conversation heightens onto how I am not ‘even near as Filipina’ as this gal …ha ha ha freakin’ hah! Now he’s pushing my buttons. Who is HE to say that I am nowhere near Filipina as this lady? Well of course I do not quite have the F.O.B. accent as she does, because, well, I was born and raised on American soil and well she was born in the freakin’ Philippines! But I am here to say that I am a proud Filipina- American and what does that mean? Well here it is…

I embrace my culture and am very proud of my Filipina heritage but I stand with my country as an American. Some may disagree with me on this one, but that’s how I feel. There are things in both heritages that I agree and disagree and the way I see it, well I have the best of both worlds and in FORTUNATE circumstances I was born into it, better yet the first generation in my family!

So why is it that I love being a Filipina American? Well there are plenty of reasons but I’ll mention this… the melting pot dream (=American Dream + Melting pot American).

Derrick Ashong, an advocate of ‘using media as a tool for human development,’ couldn’t have said it better when he said (Oprah.com);

We live in a time when our nation is at war overseas against the forces of extremism and
at home against the forces of fear that would erode our collective conscience. Though it may be a politically unpopular position to take at such a time, I believe that ultimately the struggle for the American ideal cannot be won with arms. In the 21st century, the fruits of hatred and oppression have been globalized along with those of business and culture. If Dr. King were alive today, I believe he would argue that the fruits of peace must be sown and cultivated just as vigorously.

In the end, no violence, no artifice, no ideology can undermine our humanity unless we allow it to do so. This "war" will be won by bringing diverse people closer to an understanding of that shared humanity. And by striving together toward our greater humanity, we, like our forebears, shall overcome every challenge to it.

Ashong is of Ghanian descent speaking for all humanity, just as Dr. King did, but I must add that it was here in our nation, the United States of America that set the standard for diversity, we are the nation that was the first to embrace a melting pot nation (unlike countries that are/ were in conflict with themselves, Hutus and Tutsi’s in Central Africa, Catholics and Muslims in the Philippines, etc.). Although our nation is not perfect (cliché, yet true) we are still a nation that many wish to become a part (like ‘gal’ as mentioned earlier in the article) because of our ideals in freedom for humanity, so….

I’d thank my lucky stars,
to be livin here today.
‘ Cause the flag still stands for freedom,
and they can’t take that away.
And I’m proud to be an American,
where at least I know I’m free.
And I wont forget the men who died,
who gave that right to me.
And I gladly stand up,
next to you and defend her still today.
‘ Cause there ain’t no doubt I love this land,
God bless the USA.
~ Lee Greenwood, Proud to be an American